It made me felt as if your toying with me, seriously. I chose to trust you. However, am really starting to doubt myself. Just can't not bring myself not to hate you.

Am not a toy... I can be there to help you or to administer to you or have fun. But am not a toy.

Such a retard seriously, totally spoilt my mood today and yesterday.

It seems to me you have found a guy. Good for you. Perhaps am just a standing platform for you..
However, I will forget bout you and MOVE ON. =)

My turn will come, let's see what God has plan for me.