Back to Typical School Life SIGH

School... SCHOOL.... HOLIDAY GONE T_T!!! Oh well! Get ready for exams! School gonna START SO SOON~~~ Just miss holiday...

Wonder what will i be doing in term 4..
3periods of Amaths 3periods of chem 2 periods of eng and 2periods of PE(monday) awww
Get to see my classmates again :D
Its already 12plus and I'm not sleeping :P

Gayish

Dead bored, assignments haven even touched yet.

Yesterday, went out with Keith again. Did alot of "crazy" things!!! =X

Played dota with him(don wish to write bout it anymore)

Miraculously, I ended up in bed. Not knowing what happened.. I think I dozed off and sleep walked to my bed :P. I think my bro shut down the com for me lolx. Leaving DarkSh1t alone =X

Getting rot by understanding"s".. One become two, godly.. I would like to focus on the first one.
Boy to Boy easier :D but Boy to Girl is err _________ =.="""

Touching my assignments real soon.. Tomorrow Amaths, have to sleep early =.=".
Wonder wad will happen when school reopens... Work? Term 4 is gay piece of shit
EOY is definitely a pure "ownage" Haven even start planning wad I want to do yet..
Now I think life is boring for me... BORING! School reopens, Alex is dead LOL jkjk


*Let Alex drown into the sea of "MISUNDERSTANDING"..* =.="""

Working Life =.=

Giving out flyers is F**KING GAY.. 6000flyers in one day is beyond godlike... But somehow Keith and me managed to complete it :D(12.57am approx.) 1k flyers for 10bucks.. =.=""" Sorry Keith for making you to wait so long =X. After that day, I realised I'm more conscientious, oh wow....(somehow)

Class outing was okok... Watch "money no enough 2" again! Thanks Yong Kiat! Celebrated Teacher's Day too :D!

Holiday over soon :) :(. End of Year Examination comin!!!! SCREW IT! Damn sian... Faint***

Giving out flyers is fun(with friends), but I'm never doing it again.. A job too "gay" for me..

The trueself of me is beginning to show out... The confidence and capabilities I wield is beyond what I expected it to be... Maybe I did not show it out.. Jan-Aug is alex, Aug- _______ is another ALEX!

I love my new specs man! COOL!!! Cause due to my senile old brain, I forgot where I placed my old black and white specs. ROAR ';.;'

However, I'm stucked in a stupid misunderstanding!!! Gayness.. Not just any stupid misunderstanding.. I was too careless!!!! Damn depressing... I cannot be apathetic bout it.. Cause I dunno how to resolve this misunderstanding..

Wow.. My "optimism" increased... Benevolence>Malevolence XD. I'm starting to ponder over, what's so bad about being a free-thinker! Some say we are pitiful cause we have nothing to believe in. We definitely believe in something that they dont! I believe in myself, time and nature! I let nature take its own course! Somehow, I also believe in "fate" Christianity is definitely something that I cannot comprehend.

Been long since I blog.. I thought today was 4th sept =X. Haven plan 4 my day~ Maybe, do abit of my homework. Cause last minute is even gayer.

After exams, its time to resume my guitar. Been long since I last touched.. Miss the touch! Cause I cannot study when I guitar..

I glad I met a good "guy". I thought he belongs to the typical "bnet" type of people. He further impressed me when I was playing with him yesterday. Your a good guy!

Misunderstanding, the only prob I have with now! Damn it man! I will think of a way, bout solving this piece of crap. All thanks to my _____. Curse him! Alex is fainting****

~Contradict~

I'm still stucked, omg he still blames me for being ______. Hes trying to inculcate that into my head and make sure i remember it for life.. Total gayness, omg la.. Its making my hair stand everytime he repeat what he said. Repetition... Gonna burst in no time... Its not my fault la..
"Alex, ni zhi dao ni zuo le she mo" I'm like... Its not as if I want that to happen. He should be happy that I'm honest and frank enough to tell him that. Yes and hes hampering my "progress" to do what I "wish" to.

Today chinese, at least I enjoyed myself.. Its nice to chat, cause its so long since I have a nice chat with my friends. Hand in my work and GG. Comes english. Oh shit I haven do my comprehension yet... Oh man sucks!

Boring..... Miss Loh is always humourous with her "hand-actions" It's actually kinda cute, however, there are people who actually find it disgusting..

~In-Extremis~

Contradiction.. Contradiction.. Contradiction... Certainly, I'm in a disoriented situation. Friendship, can be fragile... Zhong Hsun gave me a ironical answer, which I never expected him to. Of course, not fragile, we are still friends. Certainly he's not happy about it, I may be the one who is oblivious. Friendship to me, is a thing that cannot be comprehended. They are precious... Be it malevolent or benevolent.. Fortunately, not the polarity between it :)

Wonder what will happen tomorrow when I see him again. Probably we will have less words to say for each other. Perhaps, I'm the "passive" one here. Definitely, it's too vague to explain with that word. I seriously dread for tomorrow.. I yearn to go back to the past, as I reminisce about the past.

~Bewildered~

OH CRAP! I'm having a contradiction. Guilt and despair, tormenting me, damn confused. How am i supposed to explain to him =="". I'm "well screwed-up" this time, time will tell. I'm confused by the polarity between "malevolence" and "benevolence". Ironic huh.. That may not be the answer, just dont know what caused it. Perhaps, I know.

Yesterday when to see fireworks, it was kinda nice and fun..

Sorry Lewis! I'm now forbided to go to church, unfortunately. I think what I said to my mum had intrigued her too much, and as a result, she prohibits me to go to church. Ah well, pessimistic as usual.

Zhong Hsun shocked me on friday.. SURPRISINGLY!!!! I think he ate wrong medicine and became so "matured"??!!? He's always so infantile, teasing people and whatever lame craps he can possibly do. The sms he sent me was totally different. I suspect is not him, so i test him. AND ITS REALLY HIM. If he continue being such a "matured" boy, he might be able to get the______he wants.. I must say, he has got GOOD TASTE... But he faces stiff competitiveness(seriously)

I haven even started on my assignment yet..

~~~~~~HURRAY~~~~

Been long since I last blog!!! 8 August sure is a busy day for me, filming to do(can ride on bicycle!! wooooo), vietnam stalls & etc. Darshen seems so stressed up for some reason, maybe its "purely" pessimism.. Fortunately for me, I'm not involved in the "Council Cheer Leader".

Today Ms Tay not in school, its quite "relaxing". At least there are work for us to do. I have to thank Yan Hui(not YUAN) for guiding me in maths. My maths always suck to the core, I am just VERY slow. Tzu Quan was quite "bitchy" today, he kept spraying water into my ear. This is TOTAL GAYNESS!!! He better watch out tomorrow, maybe not. Cant be bothered to do so either.

Today, I smsed "her" cause I need to ask for Raja's nunber. "Hu r u? Whats ur purpose for calling?" My heart was pierced RIGHT THROUGH by a "Cupid's Arrow". Then I reply Alex:(, and then sent me the number. =.="""""!@@!@!~~

BYE