GOD... ENGLISH GOD!!! 17/30?! sigh... First time write until this kind of bullshit marks.. Too many mistakes =.=" But situational writing kinda good, 22/30. Anyway I'm happy enough... Then tomorrow know chemistry...

Perhaps, ITS TIME TO SCREAM! HURRRRAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!! EXAMS OVER!!!!!!!!!!! When back to school, got back my results(some of it) god.... Not very gd.... But i'm happy enough..

Time to plan wad to do XD Got whole lots of things i yearn to do... Might not even have the time... Tomorrow getting back more of my results(no comment) Everyday go school like so slackslack hehe... Actually, not really used to do. IRONIC HUH?! LOL Got hooked too much on work and forgot wads relaxation? Ridiculous.. I din even studied so hard for sec2.. I can actually get addicted to studies.. OH wow.. Can adapt so fast? LOL Cant believe i studied for vigorously for it.. Thinking back, makes me scared =.= So many things have happened.. Wonder wad gonna happen in school tomorrow..

Sometimes I think i'm kinda crazy.. Always contradict myself.. Today Zhong Hsun said something that got on my nerves.. Making me feel bad and guilty ==" Its like god... He said it so bad.. Actually, he doesnt understand.. My mind is determined to DO WAD I WANNA DO. "DO IT, OR F***ING REGRETTTTTTTTT" Feeling of remorse is tormenting.. Makes you feel nostalgic.. Cause you made a wrong move and yearn to go back to the past.. And sometimes I will think how retarded am I actually.. I have two options, both might make me regret.. Shall not indulge myself on writing further pertained to _______.

Holyshit, Ms Tay told us that she might not be our form teacher :'(. AHHHHHHHHHH
I have never expected this.. I guess its already predetermined. I love my teachers... Next wednesday 3EN going to sungei buloh. One of the final class gathering. Still HAVE CHALET XDXD Dread about going to sec4.. Just dont wish to go LOL! Still have to go... My target gonna be JC man! With my caliber, i still need to work a long WAYYY.

Right now I'm happy.. Enjoy the good times of life or it gonna be gone FOREVER! LOL!
Still listing out wad i wanna do during the holidays.. Patience is a virtue.. Yes it is the FACT
I will base on this moral value to succeed. There are many keys to succeed.. Must be patient, must be patient. Lacking of confidence.. GOD

I shall continue to work on it, EXTREMELY DIFFICULT.

EOY.... I must say, i'm not yet prepared for it.. Geography is more than enough to kill me...

Went for Amaths extra lesson.... Went home....(4pm)..

Yesterday slept at 3.25am(bout there) and woke up at 6 :D
Chatted with Huang Jie till 3plus..? LOL The talk keep going on non-stop...

Today Yong Kiat shocked me... Today look less nerdy and better.. Cut his hair and style... LOL
And tomorrow will be ownage... 730-9(social studies) 9-12(amaths) :'( GOD! Intend to go home and go out again to study.. Most probably Yishun Mac..

Contradiction is killing me... Seems like the situation had become more dire... How retarded can I be.. Oh well.. Wait till EOY is done...

Typical school day.... Been long since I last posted anything... However alot of things happened today... EOY is comin.... VeryVerysoon... I can no longer procrastinate...

1) Pe- playing "soft ball" then darshen slided* and colided my leg. And i nearly fell.... Unfortunately he got himself a swollen eye.. Also sms me "I shall applause you for having my first swollen eyes" How hiliarious.. The comical expression of his.. As always lol..

2) Got punished by Ms Loh for speaking mandarin.. Then asked me go sit alone ==""" But seriously, come on! Its a slip of my tongue.

3) Zhong Hsun got detention ROFL. Haha now still serving (3pm)

4) Yong Kiat, its finally over. Brace up! Failure is just the beginning! Also, its not a good hook!

Wow... Yan Hui(my class de MALE.. not the fishaball from 3e2 jkjk) and I were like paedophile stalker.. Of course not! What a notorious job and favour we have to help/do. Also, STALKING IS NOT MY PROFESSION!!

Today brought Emaths instead of Amaths. No pencil case... No exercise book... Holy.... Its"GREAT" to kickstart my first day....

There's one thing.. I keep thinking and thinking.... Is it right... Or is it wrong... It just so sudden.. What is this feeling... What's happening... Why is it so... Can it be done... It made a big difference in my life. Can be a blessing... Maybe.. Depends how optimistic you actually are.

I have changed, the greatest nemesis is oneself. What is the true me..... My true personality is comin.. Can say is a good thing..

Oh yes.. The feel of nostalgia, how nostalgic it is to think back.. Sense of regret and some incomphrensible feelings.. What will I wish for... Eternal Bliss? Such naviete, life is complicated. I rather be a "normal" boy not too much money, dont get too pampered. I just want freedom and happiness(love)(friends). Prestigious reputation I dont care much. But of course have a good reputation, not a retard one.

Its time to do my homework.

Back to Typical School Life SIGH

School... SCHOOL.... HOLIDAY GONE T_T!!! Oh well! Get ready for exams! School gonna START SO SOON~~~ Just miss holiday...

Wonder what will i be doing in term 4..
3periods of Amaths 3periods of chem 2 periods of eng and 2periods of PE(monday) awww
Get to see my classmates again :D
Its already 12plus and I'm not sleeping :P

Gayish

Dead bored, assignments haven even touched yet.

Yesterday, went out with Keith again. Did alot of "crazy" things!!! =X

Played dota with him(don wish to write bout it anymore)

Miraculously, I ended up in bed. Not knowing what happened.. I think I dozed off and sleep walked to my bed :P. I think my bro shut down the com for me lolx. Leaving DarkSh1t alone =X

Getting rot by understanding"s".. One become two, godly.. I would like to focus on the first one.
Boy to Boy easier :D but Boy to Girl is err _________ =.="""

Touching my assignments real soon.. Tomorrow Amaths, have to sleep early =.=".
Wonder wad will happen when school reopens... Work? Term 4 is gay piece of shit
EOY is definitely a pure "ownage" Haven even start planning wad I want to do yet..
Now I think life is boring for me... BORING! School reopens, Alex is dead LOL jkjk


*Let Alex drown into the sea of "MISUNDERSTANDING"..* =.="""

Working Life =.=

Giving out flyers is F**KING GAY.. 6000flyers in one day is beyond godlike... But somehow Keith and me managed to complete it :D(12.57am approx.) 1k flyers for 10bucks.. =.=""" Sorry Keith for making you to wait so long =X. After that day, I realised I'm more conscientious, oh wow....(somehow)

Class outing was okok... Watch "money no enough 2" again! Thanks Yong Kiat! Celebrated Teacher's Day too :D!

Holiday over soon :) :(. End of Year Examination comin!!!! SCREW IT! Damn sian... Faint***

Giving out flyers is fun(with friends), but I'm never doing it again.. A job too "gay" for me..

The trueself of me is beginning to show out... The confidence and capabilities I wield is beyond what I expected it to be... Maybe I did not show it out.. Jan-Aug is alex, Aug- _______ is another ALEX!

I love my new specs man! COOL!!! Cause due to my senile old brain, I forgot where I placed my old black and white specs. ROAR ';.;'

However, I'm stucked in a stupid misunderstanding!!! Gayness.. Not just any stupid misunderstanding.. I was too careless!!!! Damn depressing... I cannot be apathetic bout it.. Cause I dunno how to resolve this misunderstanding..

Wow.. My "optimism" increased... Benevolence>Malevolence XD. I'm starting to ponder over, what's so bad about being a free-thinker! Some say we are pitiful cause we have nothing to believe in. We definitely believe in something that they dont! I believe in myself, time and nature! I let nature take its own course! Somehow, I also believe in "fate" Christianity is definitely something that I cannot comprehend.

Been long since I blog.. I thought today was 4th sept =X. Haven plan 4 my day~ Maybe, do abit of my homework. Cause last minute is even gayer.

After exams, its time to resume my guitar. Been long since I last touched.. Miss the touch! Cause I cannot study when I guitar..

I glad I met a good "guy". I thought he belongs to the typical "bnet" type of people. He further impressed me when I was playing with him yesterday. Your a good guy!

Misunderstanding, the only prob I have with now! Damn it man! I will think of a way, bout solving this piece of crap. All thanks to my _____. Curse him! Alex is fainting****