Never in my life, I had such an encounter...
On the low point of a roller coaster...

But I know, there's always someone I can rely on.. God I love you. Help us overcome this =) Am betting my all in you.

Love you too Bozo =)

Love is something beautiful created by God. Love is like a double edge sword. It can cause great hurt and can cause unspeakable joy to a person's life.

Love is not just about BGR. It's something essential that we must have in life. Love for the people is important. Loving people brings joy to your life too. True love is like a lifetime devotion. It's essential because, we need it too. We need love and we give love - this makes us happy.

However love in a BGR is much more intricate and it often fails. Human are born of selfish nature. They all seek happiness from one another. If one of them fails to give another part the happiness he/she wants. Conflict arises - PS KHONG
I realize in a relationship, there must be a lot virtue. The virtues are "lifetime" commitment, empathy, magnanimity, patience, honestly, and of course mutual trust between each other. Love will be the key to bind all this together. Without love, there cannot be all of this virtues. Love, Faith, and Hope are essential in marriage and even BGR. I believe this is a relationship that I myself desires.

Love of impulse will never last. When you based things on feelings, its often very risky. Certain feelings don't last forever, and when this feelings fades is when the time a relationship starts to fall. Thus, make sure shes the right girl for you. Don't act too fast, give it some time to think about it. If not you will only end up ruining others' lives.

Another issue I want to talk about is patching back. Most of time is guys who ask for a patch. Frankly speaking, in general, guys are more impulsive. For example they do something wrong, then broke up. Probably because of their hard-to-change habits? Then they acted on moment of impulse. I believe that majority of the guys have more feelings for a girl after broke up. That's just my analogy. Then they ask for a patch. Then they do stupid things again. It's important for a girl to know what she wants. And not make carnal decision based on the anxiety of hurting the guy.

Love is really, a lifetime commitment. Are you ready?

Indeed, I made a tough decision.. I had to break the ice. I feel its the best for us. It was quite a heartbreaking decision.. Am down and heavy with sorrow.. Crap, seriously.. Somehow I regretted it a lot. Looking on the another side, it's a good thing. Perhaps my mind and heart have never been clear. I might just hurt you in the end. I really hate myself for that. Am so afraid that am just in "substitution mode".

It's a tragedy for me that very little girl understands me. Probably the way I portray myself contradicts with who am really am.

I felt happy too.. That I can move on.. My priority now is studies. I can't be thinking bout this all the time.. Besides, I know vividly in my heart, it's not gonna happen, right from the start. No use holding on right? It be very selfish for me to keep clinching on you. I've to stop. Perhaps, in the next few months, we'll never talk to each other again. I am sure I really like you. However,am gonna make sure its - I "liked" you.

I've so many things I want to do. Going India and Cambodia. Taking my basic fitness course after the Os. Work. And lots of things basically. Really looking forward for the two overseas trip. I really love to touch the hearts of those kids. Their smiles melt my heart. I made a promise to those kids in Cambodia that I'll return next year. I suppose in a moment of impulsiveness I did that. However, I do not intend to break that promise.

The India trip really gave me a dilemma today. A HUGE one.. Am sorry I lost my cool. I just felt so oppressed.. However, I believe in God.

Its time, to forget things.
I still have to move on.
Dont point clinging on to meaningless things

Am really depressed.. When will it ever end? Deep down, there lies my true heart..
I hate my heart..
Am not as strong as I appear to be..

My blog is basically a emo blog. HAAA cause most of the time, I only blog when am upset.

Indeed, it was I who perceived things in the wrong way.
Ain't your actions a paradox? Paradox? It may not even be a paradox. Perhaps its just the fact.

It's over...
It really takes two hands to clap.. Have you ever thought of the two sides?

Am indeed sorry

Why can't you just realize what you've done.
Perhaps you did...