Am really hurt, but
I can't and won't give up on this r/s

Perhaps I've really failed to be a good bf

I can't always bottle up my feelings when you and I have a dispute. I know your hurt, your always insecure. And I've always been trying my best to reassure you. I've been really trying, its not easy, but I'll always press on for a love you. Since the day I chose you, am already prepared to accept your flaws. But am hurt too, I can't always keep quiet about how I feel for the things you said. I can't hide it anymore. The reason why I kept quiet was because, am afraid that if i express how i feel, you be even more insecure, so I kept quiet. But this can't go on forever.. It's not gonna work out in a long run. You've to understand my emotions too..

The things you said today really pierce my heart, though you may not mean it.. It really hurt..

I've always thought if I were to express my unhappiness it be selfish. So I kept quiet how i feel. I hope you will see this..

Your the bolster that I got it with all my love, how can I give up easily?
Hope you understand my heart...

There may a day you don't wish to talk to me anymore, but to let you know, I'll be there for you.

Ciao. Hope you get back to me with a smile =)

I felt so useless..

Why am I harsh in the way I speak?
Really sorry Bozo=(

Why is there fury? Sigh.. After all that has happen, I just felt a sense of emptiness...

Also, sometimes, I don't know whens the right time to give assurance..

When you said that you "sort of" like me, I was just astonished. Am not sure whether are you testing me to see I'll wait. If then, am really sorry that I scored a F9 for that. Somehow there was this sense of remorse. I kept thinking, did I gave up on you too fast? I don't wanna persist on something that will never work. I thought that you'll never like me; so I took a step back. But this time, I was wrong. I felt that I shouldn't persist; and thus I gave up. Cause the previous time I persisted(my ex), it didn't turn out well. If only I could understand what you were thinking at that point of time.

You've have the x-factor that attracted me to you. Your beautiful..

When you told me that, I'm already attached. It all too late...
Am sorry.

Turn back? How long are you going to wait? How are you sure that if I turn back, I'll really love you? I may just obliviously treat you as a spare..

Why can't you just be yourself?