Blog private now. :/
Cause I think my blog too personal, and am only inviting people I trust.
Another setback today.. Well, cant really say its a setback. Ya still gonna endeavor through, till the end. Whether its a failure, or a success. Apparently, not talking to her much caused our "relationship" between friends to deteriorate. Now, I'm a step further to succeed. Definitely at a losing side now.
Asked her out as a group and she said "erh see first". Ah dammit... DAMMIT. Hopefully she will be willing. And i gonna make full use of it, but not overdoing it of course. Life is sureeeeeeeee intricating and intriguing. Its too early to tell whether I'm succeeding anot. BUT, its also too early to tell whether AM I FAILING.
But the feeling I have now as I blog, I'm thinking its a failure. It seems like a delusion. Not sure whether my feelings are accurate anot. Because, I'm disheartened to continue pursuing what I wish to. I'm kinda detered now.
Also got no topic to talk to her. Just dont feel like talking to her. Afraid of her replies. Some replies can make me feel damn sad. But today never. However, her replies compared to last time, its not as good. Even though she still got some interest in talking.
Should I talk to her now? She's still online(12.13am). How yellow you can be.. Sigh.
Stucking in a love issue is not my life! I still wanna make full use of my time instead of dreading over love.
Apparently in Secondary school, no boys have ever "wooed" her before. And that means I'm the first. But, she's the type of girls that dont want start a relationship.
Yesterday was ironic(12.17am), KianLeng asked me to join the CounterSTRIKE competition. If it was Anime Fight(IT WOULDNT BE A PROBLEM) - Only those who play Warcraft 3 knows what I'm talking about. I suck at CounterSTRIKE, and I gonna start practicsing. Not gonna drag down the team!
Then later 9am need go back school help Yuan Hui. {Can I sleep... 3pm need meet Melvin for a interesting session.)
Cant sleep. Shes still online. I CANT BEAR TO OFFLINE. This kind of lifestyle damn depressing. "LET ME LIKE NO ONE" AHHHHHH. But that's impossible. I got this feeling that tells me umpteen times that I will fail no matter what. "Stop trying, no matter what you do. SHE WILL NEVER ACCEPT YOU." By the way she reply my message, she show no interest. Ask her out say see first. Damn depressing.
I'm damn hesitant to talk to her. When I talk to her, I will think that am I overdoing it. TOO BAD! "I'm not a CLAIRVOYANT" Neither am I an omniscient.
Polarity between "relaxment" and stres. Is that a vast different?
Love and Hate. Vast different?
All humans have innate abilities.
Please tell me your opinions in my tagbox.
Guess thats too bad. I'm reconsidering. I may not pursue. Might stop.
Maybe I should commit myself in something else.
HaiHaiHai.. I think i go practice counterstrike now.
Sayonara.
Thursday, November 27, 2008
Thursday, November 13, 2008
‡RESOLVE‡
Days and days, I considered deeply. And that is my resolve. I'm going all out. "Trying" equals "Hope". Nothing can be achieved if we dont endeavor. However, this time its a different issue, something that cant be forced, neither it can be tried nor practice. If i dont do it I definitely will regret. If I do i might not regret.
Gonna throw out what I think of love read below.
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I kept thinking bout you these few days. When I'm empty in my mind, you appears in my thoughts. When I'm bout to sleep, resting and nothing to do. Frankly, I dont wish to have such a lifestyle. I have to control myself and stop thinking about it. Love is something that comes to you, pursuing it in a forceful way is nothing but a delusion. Just like wanting to have a girlfriend or boyfriend, you dont find for it. Rather you wait for it and when the time comes, you wholeheartedly devote yourself. Thats what I think :/ You cant force a person to love you, its human instincts. And what you do to make people think of you. Love can be destructive, thats a fact. Conflict arises. Lots of committment is required, sincerity and investing your time. But when you love a person, you will not bother about those factors. Because its love. One of the greatest thing in existence. Love is great, it motivates us in many different ways. Gives us support, comfort, courage, security. Also share your burdens and happiness, help you in times of need and etc. This doesnt apply just to girlfriend and boyfriend, also to family, friends and even pets:D. People have different definition of love. Some say love cant be defined, its just feeling for a person. But I believe that love can be defined.
Some guys just go for prestige and pretty girls. And doesnt love them. Thats denial. A deluding love. Or rather ludicrous, which is not even called love. Ok thats obvious, pardon me for saying that.
Yes, I like one girl. I see the attributes in her, its good. Addtionally, I have feelings for her. A incomprehensible feeling, but I know its love. You will feel happy and relieved when you see her, etc. But I dunno where to start and how to start. On the otherhand, I have this "feel" that she doesnt have any feelings for me. But we never know :), life is ironic sometimes.
I dont understand people, have girlfriends like changing clothes. I dont understand such people =.=" and I dont have a good impression towards them. But I dont mind making friends with them. Love is not a game. Is something EXTREMELY ESSENTIAL in life. I dont wish to be like such other. Treasure it or it might just slip off. "Eternal Love" is a good cachet of true love. I'm not sure whether am I a good boyfriend. Its hard to judge one calibur, we need others to judge us. But I will sincerely devote and commit myself in a relationship. I will understand her difficulties, what she wants and how she feels. Also I will trust her. Understanding each other and mutal trust are keys to hold relationships and also the main key - LOVE
I have been in a relationship before and I think I'm still childish them. We broke off due to some reasons. Think its the best for her. When its time to let go, we just let it go. Breaking off might be better sometimes. Besides, shes happy now. But I dont wish to get in a relationship that will break, no one wants that. But its not always perfect. Can only be faithful. Relationship can be good at start, its always and even in the DRAMA SERIES. But conflicts arises after that. But through love and support of each other, it can be solved. Sometimes it cant be solved, because each side lacks understanding. There will definitely be disagreement and arguments, through understanding it can be solved.
Ok I will show two example. The fiction story begins:) Umanded(boy) likes Yuna. Umanden wanted to ask Yuna out for a date. But Yuna cant go out cause got work to do. "Sorry! I have important project to complete" Umanden understands her situation and said "its ok dear, we can always meet some other time. Reverse of what Umanden will say. "WHAT? DO YOU LOVE ME? YOUR ALWAYS SO BUSY. CANT YOU JUST SPEND A FEW HOURS WITH ME?!" Thats a very impulsive remark. You will not only hurt her, YOUR GIVNG HER STRESS. The keys(trust and understand) But if shes lying to you cause she doesnt even love you, then say bye to this relationship. And your girlfriends/boyfriend might lie to you for your own good. Example two. Two couple quarrelling(Umanden and Yuna again). And disputes occur. But Umanden understand why Yuna did that and her reasons for doing that. Yuna understand why Umanden did that and his reasons for doing that. Because Umanden know that what Yuna was doing is for her own good and Yuna know that what Umanden was doing is her his own good.(Its just one scene, many scenes can occur) The reasons of conflict can be different. It can also be - conflict occurs due to Yuna neglecting Umanden. Then Umanden feel insecure and conflict occurs. But through understanding each other. Heres the reason on how the conflict is solved. Yuna knows that Umanden is feeling neglected. And Umanden knows that Yuna is really busy now. And both apologize to each other. And also, confirm next time got time to meet each other one :). This scene, sometimes wont work cause. The boy or girl in the relationship may lack understand, thats why.
If Endonna ever read this, she might ask me. WHY NEVER USE "TIDUS" ARGHHH. Applies to all FF FAN.
For those whose girlfriend or boyfriend is not from the same school as you. YOU CAN STILL MEET THEM SOMETIMES. But if your boyfriend or girlfriend at home no internet, no handphone, mother dont allow. Then you must understand lor. :/ But I see now many relationship, is either the boy or girl dont really like her/his partner and somemore stead for what.. Humans are not guinea pigs. You dont just stead just for fun try try nia. Humans have feelings and esteem.
Loving someone sometimes is not to have her. Thats what I think. If she/he doesnt like you, you can only hope that he/her be happy. Its painful, damn painful feeling. But the antidote is only yourself. Thats what I think.
Then i watch one drama series. The channel U monday to friday 10pm show. Got one guy is a cheater. He go overseas to study and gave his girlfriend a ring to ask her wear and wishes to see her wearing it when he comes back. Then the poor girl wait for her three years. Then got one day, this girl received a letter from him. "Sorry i got a girlfriend there already and We are going to get married soon" Stupid jerk. A cachet of what a jerk will do.
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Good boys bad boyslGood girls bad girls. THERE ARE MANY OF THEM. You need time to know one character. At first the girl I like. I dunno her character. But after that, I realised her "beauty". Like her character. Got one time, for a period of time i'm crazy. CRAZY THINKINGS. Lucky i got out of it. I'm already prepared for rejection. But dunno when must I confess. I can only try my best. And I will. I have the courage to confess, but dont have the courage for rejection. If tell her face to face will be awkward lol. No idea how to start.
When I'm empty, your the first in my mind
When I'm resting, your the first in my mind
When I'm bout to do something, your the first in my mind.
Keep thinking... Keep thinking...
I cant sleep soundly at night, you you you you
My resolve, I gonna try. Rather I regret.
Gonna throw out what I think of love read below.
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I kept thinking bout you these few days. When I'm empty in my mind, you appears in my thoughts. When I'm bout to sleep, resting and nothing to do. Frankly, I dont wish to have such a lifestyle. I have to control myself and stop thinking about it. Love is something that comes to you, pursuing it in a forceful way is nothing but a delusion. Just like wanting to have a girlfriend or boyfriend, you dont find for it. Rather you wait for it and when the time comes, you wholeheartedly devote yourself. Thats what I think :/ You cant force a person to love you, its human instincts. And what you do to make people think of you. Love can be destructive, thats a fact. Conflict arises. Lots of committment is required, sincerity and investing your time. But when you love a person, you will not bother about those factors. Because its love. One of the greatest thing in existence. Love is great, it motivates us in many different ways. Gives us support, comfort, courage, security. Also share your burdens and happiness, help you in times of need and etc. This doesnt apply just to girlfriend and boyfriend, also to family, friends and even pets:D. People have different definition of love. Some say love cant be defined, its just feeling for a person. But I believe that love can be defined.
Some guys just go for prestige and pretty girls. And doesnt love them. Thats denial. A deluding love. Or rather ludicrous, which is not even called love. Ok thats obvious, pardon me for saying that.
Yes, I like one girl. I see the attributes in her, its good. Addtionally, I have feelings for her. A incomprehensible feeling, but I know its love. You will feel happy and relieved when you see her, etc. But I dunno where to start and how to start. On the otherhand, I have this "feel" that she doesnt have any feelings for me. But we never know :), life is ironic sometimes.
I dont understand people, have girlfriends like changing clothes. I dont understand such people =.=" and I dont have a good impression towards them. But I dont mind making friends with them. Love is not a game. Is something EXTREMELY ESSENTIAL in life. I dont wish to be like such other. Treasure it or it might just slip off. "Eternal Love" is a good cachet of true love. I'm not sure whether am I a good boyfriend. Its hard to judge one calibur, we need others to judge us. But I will sincerely devote and commit myself in a relationship. I will understand her difficulties, what she wants and how she feels. Also I will trust her. Understanding each other and mutal trust are keys to hold relationships and also the main key - LOVE
I have been in a relationship before and I think I'm still childish them. We broke off due to some reasons. Think its the best for her. When its time to let go, we just let it go. Breaking off might be better sometimes. Besides, shes happy now. But I dont wish to get in a relationship that will break, no one wants that. But its not always perfect. Can only be faithful. Relationship can be good at start, its always and even in the DRAMA SERIES. But conflicts arises after that. But through love and support of each other, it can be solved. Sometimes it cant be solved, because each side lacks understanding. There will definitely be disagreement and arguments, through understanding it can be solved.
Ok I will show two example. The fiction story begins:) Umanded(boy) likes Yuna. Umanden wanted to ask Yuna out for a date. But Yuna cant go out cause got work to do. "Sorry! I have important project to complete" Umanden understands her situation and said "its ok dear, we can always meet some other time. Reverse of what Umanden will say. "WHAT? DO YOU LOVE ME? YOUR ALWAYS SO BUSY. CANT YOU JUST SPEND A FEW HOURS WITH ME?!" Thats a very impulsive remark. You will not only hurt her, YOUR GIVNG HER STRESS. The keys(trust and understand) But if shes lying to you cause she doesnt even love you, then say bye to this relationship. And your girlfriends/boyfriend might lie to you for your own good. Example two. Two couple quarrelling(Umanden and Yuna again). And disputes occur. But Umanden understand why Yuna did that and her reasons for doing that. Yuna understand why Umanden did that and his reasons for doing that. Because Umanden know that what Yuna was doing is for her own good and Yuna know that what Umanden was doing is her his own good.(Its just one scene, many scenes can occur) The reasons of conflict can be different. It can also be - conflict occurs due to Yuna neglecting Umanden. Then Umanden feel insecure and conflict occurs. But through understanding each other. Heres the reason on how the conflict is solved. Yuna knows that Umanden is feeling neglected. And Umanden knows that Yuna is really busy now. And both apologize to each other. And also, confirm next time got time to meet each other one :). This scene, sometimes wont work cause. The boy or girl in the relationship may lack understand, thats why.
If Endonna ever read this, she might ask me. WHY NEVER USE "TIDUS" ARGHHH. Applies to all FF FAN.
For those whose girlfriend or boyfriend is not from the same school as you. YOU CAN STILL MEET THEM SOMETIMES. But if your boyfriend or girlfriend at home no internet, no handphone, mother dont allow. Then you must understand lor. :/ But I see now many relationship, is either the boy or girl dont really like her/his partner and somemore stead for what.. Humans are not guinea pigs. You dont just stead just for fun try try nia. Humans have feelings and esteem.
Loving someone sometimes is not to have her. Thats what I think. If she/he doesnt like you, you can only hope that he/her be happy. Its painful, damn painful feeling. But the antidote is only yourself. Thats what I think.
Then i watch one drama series. The channel U monday to friday 10pm show. Got one guy is a cheater. He go overseas to study and gave his girlfriend a ring to ask her wear and wishes to see her wearing it when he comes back. Then the poor girl wait for her three years. Then got one day, this girl received a letter from him. "Sorry i got a girlfriend there already and We are going to get married soon" Stupid jerk. A cachet of what a jerk will do.
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Good boys bad boyslGood girls bad girls. THERE ARE MANY OF THEM. You need time to know one character. At first the girl I like. I dunno her character. But after that, I realised her "beauty". Like her character. Got one time, for a period of time i'm crazy. CRAZY THINKINGS. Lucky i got out of it. I'm already prepared for rejection. But dunno when must I confess. I can only try my best. And I will. I have the courage to confess, but dont have the courage for rejection. If tell her face to face will be awkward lol. No idea how to start.
When I'm empty, your the first in my mind
When I'm resting, your the first in my mind
When I'm bout to do something, your the first in my mind.
Keep thinking... Keep thinking...
I cant sleep soundly at night, you you you you
My resolve, I gonna try. Rather I regret.
Monday, November 3, 2008
:/
Hmmm... So many things have happened. Some good some bad..
Still cannot forget about _______, everyday will think bout it at least once. EOY results still fine, satisfied enough.
So many things to do during school holidays. But dont know where to start =X. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~ Sigh.
Still have the nostalgic feeling within me, hope will cease soon. Exams over liao.. But i dont really feel anything O.o. Kinda bored.. These few days busy with CCA :):(. Kinda tiring, but at least i learnt quite alot :D.
Dont wish to torment myself by dreading about things that dont come true.
Recently, I saw this pretty(really pretty) girl. Her face damn familiar, i kept thinking who is she.
She's my primary school mate! GOSH!! That time she quite nerdy nerdy de =X. Out of the blue, become so _____. - TRANSFORMER O.O Then she look at me I look at her. Think we both remember each other, but never say hi :(. Then yesterday saw her again, so coincident. More than 6times liao. All the time i saw her also never say "hi". Another incident pertained to this - Got one time i studied with Lewis at Yishun Mac, then Lewis say got one girl at the corner there damn chio but _______ wasted. Curious me when to take a look, then is her again LOL. Forgot her name.. Also, it would be a miracle if she remembers me.. Cause i also transformer! Take a look at my ezlink-card you will know. I show to others(covering my name) saying that "this fattish" is my cousin. AND THEY BELIEVE ROFL :D. But some never eeee:(
Council camp was FUN! BARBERQUE :D:DD:D:D. Then the game.. Water-Bomb! I remember i shot 3 person :). Nearly hit Soon Kiat, tio his leg nia :(. Surprisingly no one shot me, lucky~
Then some of my juniors told me about "creepy" incident in Canberra Sec. Sounds convincing, whether what will i do if i see one. Kept disturbing fishball! FISHBALL ROLL ROLL AND GET SMASHED :D. Hope you see this hehe~
Next year AHHHHH~~~ BORING YEAR AHHHHHHHHHHHH *FU__* Maybe.. Hopefully not.
No more ms tay(apparently yes). Strife - next year! My brother good lor.. Next year feb no more army.. CAN SLACK SLACK :(. Slack liao then go university =.=". He shiok shiok. THEN ME LEI :( SIAN! Been long since I last went out. Tomorrow got course(about 8hours) - Republic Polytechnic. Lalalala.. Got there learn learn also good :) Hopefully I dont get too bored :/
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Maybe I'm just deluding myself. Maybe not AHHHHH. Going to play~ Head got too much stuff. Need to forget about useless stuff.
Perhaps, its better not knowing you.
Still cannot forget about _______, everyday will think bout it at least once. EOY results still fine, satisfied enough.
So many things to do during school holidays. But dont know where to start =X. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~ Sigh.
Still have the nostalgic feeling within me, hope will cease soon. Exams over liao.. But i dont really feel anything O.o. Kinda bored.. These few days busy with CCA :):(. Kinda tiring, but at least i learnt quite alot :D.
Dont wish to torment myself by dreading about things that dont come true.
Recently, I saw this pretty(really pretty) girl. Her face damn familiar, i kept thinking who is she.
She's my primary school mate! GOSH!! That time she quite nerdy nerdy de =X. Out of the blue, become so _____. - TRANSFORMER O.O Then she look at me I look at her. Think we both remember each other, but never say hi :(. Then yesterday saw her again, so coincident. More than 6times liao. All the time i saw her also never say "hi". Another incident pertained to this - Got one time i studied with Lewis at Yishun Mac, then Lewis say got one girl at the corner there damn chio but _______ wasted. Curious me when to take a look, then is her again LOL. Forgot her name.. Also, it would be a miracle if she remembers me.. Cause i also transformer! Take a look at my ezlink-card you will know. I show to others(covering my name) saying that "this fattish" is my cousin. AND THEY BELIEVE ROFL :D. But some never eeee:(
Council camp was FUN! BARBERQUE :D:DD:D:D. Then the game.. Water-Bomb! I remember i shot 3 person :). Nearly hit Soon Kiat, tio his leg nia :(. Surprisingly no one shot me, lucky~
Then some of my juniors told me about "creepy" incident in Canberra Sec. Sounds convincing, whether what will i do if i see one. Kept disturbing fishball! FISHBALL ROLL ROLL AND GET SMASHED :D. Hope you see this hehe~
Next year AHHHHH~~~ BORING YEAR AHHHHHHHHHHHH *FU__* Maybe.. Hopefully not.
No more ms tay(apparently yes). Strife - next year! My brother good lor.. Next year feb no more army.. CAN SLACK SLACK :(. Slack liao then go university =.=". He shiok shiok. THEN ME LEI :( SIAN! Been long since I last went out. Tomorrow got course(about 8hours) - Republic Polytechnic. Lalalala.. Got there learn learn also good :) Hopefully I dont get too bored :/
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Maybe I'm just deluding myself. Maybe not AHHHHH. Going to play~ Head got too much stuff. Need to forget about useless stuff.
Perhaps, its better not knowing you.
Thursday, October 16, 2008
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Perhaps, ITS TIME TO SCREAM! HURRRRAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!! EXAMS OVER!!!!!!!!!!! When back to school, got back my results(some of it) god.... Not very gd.... But i'm happy enough..
Time to plan wad to do XD Got whole lots of things i yearn to do... Might not even have the time... Tomorrow getting back more of my results(no comment) Everyday go school like so slackslack hehe... Actually, not really used to do. IRONIC HUH?! LOL Got hooked too much on work and forgot wads relaxation? Ridiculous.. I din even studied so hard for sec2.. I can actually get addicted to studies.. OH wow.. Can adapt so fast? LOL Cant believe i studied for vigorously for it.. Thinking back, makes me scared =.= So many things have happened.. Wonder wad gonna happen in school tomorrow..
Sometimes I think i'm kinda crazy.. Always contradict myself.. Today Zhong Hsun said something that got on my nerves.. Making me feel bad and guilty ==" Its like god... He said it so bad.. Actually, he doesnt understand.. My mind is determined to DO WAD I WANNA DO. "DO IT, OR F***ING REGRETTTTTTTTT" Feeling of remorse is tormenting.. Makes you feel nostalgic.. Cause you made a wrong move and yearn to go back to the past.. And sometimes I will think how retarded am I actually.. I have two options, both might make me regret.. Shall not indulge myself on writing further pertained to _______.
Holyshit, Ms Tay told us that she might not be our form teacher :'(. AHHHHHHHHHH
I have never expected this.. I guess its already predetermined. I love my teachers... Next wednesday 3EN going to sungei buloh. One of the final class gathering. Still HAVE CHALET XDXD Dread about going to sec4.. Just dont wish to go LOL! Still have to go... My target gonna be JC man! With my caliber, i still need to work a long WAYYY.
Right now I'm happy.. Enjoy the good times of life or it gonna be gone FOREVER! LOL!
Still listing out wad i wanna do during the holidays.. Patience is a virtue.. Yes it is the FACT
I will base on this moral value to succeed. There are many keys to succeed.. Must be patient, must be patient. Lacking of confidence.. GOD
I shall continue to work on it, EXTREMELY DIFFICULT.
Time to plan wad to do XD Got whole lots of things i yearn to do... Might not even have the time... Tomorrow getting back more of my results(no comment) Everyday go school like so slackslack hehe... Actually, not really used to do. IRONIC HUH?! LOL Got hooked too much on work and forgot wads relaxation? Ridiculous.. I din even studied so hard for sec2.. I can actually get addicted to studies.. OH wow.. Can adapt so fast? LOL Cant believe i studied for vigorously for it.. Thinking back, makes me scared =.= So many things have happened.. Wonder wad gonna happen in school tomorrow..
Sometimes I think i'm kinda crazy.. Always contradict myself.. Today Zhong Hsun said something that got on my nerves.. Making me feel bad and guilty ==" Its like god... He said it so bad.. Actually, he doesnt understand.. My mind is determined to DO WAD I WANNA DO. "DO IT, OR F***ING REGRETTTTTTTTT" Feeling of remorse is tormenting.. Makes you feel nostalgic.. Cause you made a wrong move and yearn to go back to the past.. And sometimes I will think how retarded am I actually.. I have two options, both might make me regret.. Shall not indulge myself on writing further pertained to _______.
Holyshit, Ms Tay told us that she might not be our form teacher :'(. AHHHHHHHHHH
I have never expected this.. I guess its already predetermined. I love my teachers... Next wednesday 3EN going to sungei buloh. One of the final class gathering. Still HAVE CHALET XDXD Dread about going to sec4.. Just dont wish to go LOL! Still have to go... My target gonna be JC man! With my caliber, i still need to work a long WAYYY.
Right now I'm happy.. Enjoy the good times of life or it gonna be gone FOREVER! LOL!
Still listing out wad i wanna do during the holidays.. Patience is a virtue.. Yes it is the FACT
I will base on this moral value to succeed. There are many keys to succeed.. Must be patient, must be patient. Lacking of confidence.. GOD
I shall continue to work on it, EXTREMELY DIFFICULT.
Friday, September 26, 2008
EOY.... I must say, i'm not yet prepared for it.. Geography is more than enough to kill me...
Went for Amaths extra lesson.... Went home....(4pm)..
Yesterday slept at 3.25am(bout there) and woke up at 6 :D
Chatted with Huang Jie till 3plus..? LOL The talk keep going on non-stop...
Today Yong Kiat shocked me... Today look less nerdy and better.. Cut his hair and style... LOL
And tomorrow will be ownage... 730-9(social studies) 9-12(amaths) :'( GOD! Intend to go home and go out again to study.. Most probably Yishun Mac..
Contradiction is killing me... Seems like the situation had become more dire... How retarded can I be.. Oh well.. Wait till EOY is done...
Went for Amaths extra lesson.... Went home....(4pm)..
Yesterday slept at 3.25am(bout there) and woke up at 6 :D
Chatted with Huang Jie till 3plus..? LOL The talk keep going on non-stop...
Today Yong Kiat shocked me... Today look less nerdy and better.. Cut his hair and style... LOL
And tomorrow will be ownage... 730-9(social studies) 9-12(amaths) :'( GOD! Intend to go home and go out again to study.. Most probably Yishun Mac..
Contradiction is killing me... Seems like the situation had become more dire... How retarded can I be.. Oh well.. Wait till EOY is done...
Monday, September 22, 2008
Typical school day.... Been long since I last posted anything... However alot of things happened today... EOY is comin.... VeryVerysoon... I can no longer procrastinate...
1) Pe- playing "soft ball" then darshen slided* and colided my leg. And i nearly fell.... Unfortunately he got himself a swollen eye.. Also sms me "I shall applause you for having my first swollen eyes" How hiliarious.. The comical expression of his.. As always lol..
2) Got punished by Ms Loh for speaking mandarin.. Then asked me go sit alone ==""" But seriously, come on! Its a slip of my tongue.
3) Zhong Hsun got detention ROFL. Haha now still serving (3pm)
4) Yong Kiat, its finally over. Brace up! Failure is just the beginning! Also, its not a good hook!
Wow... Yan Hui(my class de MALE.. not the fishaball from 3e2 jkjk) and I were like paedophile stalker.. Of course not! What a notorious job and favour we have to help/do. Also, STALKING IS NOT MY PROFESSION!!
Today brought Emaths instead of Amaths. No pencil case... No exercise book... Holy.... Its"GREAT" to kickstart my first day....
There's one thing.. I keep thinking and thinking.... Is it right... Or is it wrong... It just so sudden.. What is this feeling... What's happening... Why is it so... Can it be done... It made a big difference in my life. Can be a blessing... Maybe.. Depends how optimistic you actually are.
I have changed, the greatest nemesis is oneself. What is the true me..... My true personality is comin.. Can say is a good thing..
Oh yes.. The feel of nostalgia, how nostalgic it is to think back.. Sense of regret and some incomphrensible feelings.. What will I wish for... Eternal Bliss? Such naviete, life is complicated. I rather be a "normal" boy not too much money, dont get too pampered. I just want freedom and happiness(love)(friends). Prestigious reputation I dont care much. But of course have a good reputation, not a retard one.
Its time to do my homework.
1) Pe- playing "soft ball" then darshen slided* and colided my leg. And i nearly fell.... Unfortunately he got himself a swollen eye.. Also sms me "I shall applause you for having my first swollen eyes" How hiliarious.. The comical expression of his.. As always lol..
2) Got punished by Ms Loh for speaking mandarin.. Then asked me go sit alone ==""" But seriously, come on! Its a slip of my tongue.
3) Zhong Hsun got detention ROFL. Haha now still serving (3pm)
4) Yong Kiat, its finally over. Brace up! Failure is just the beginning! Also, its not a good hook!
Wow... Yan Hui(my class de MALE.. not the fishaball from 3e2 jkjk) and I were like paedophile stalker.. Of course not! What a notorious job and favour we have to help/do. Also, STALKING IS NOT MY PROFESSION!!
Today brought Emaths instead of Amaths. No pencil case... No exercise book... Holy.... Its"GREAT" to kickstart my first day....
There's one thing.. I keep thinking and thinking.... Is it right... Or is it wrong... It just so sudden.. What is this feeling... What's happening... Why is it so... Can it be done... It made a big difference in my life. Can be a blessing... Maybe.. Depends how optimistic you actually are.
I have changed, the greatest nemesis is oneself. What is the true me..... My true personality is comin.. Can say is a good thing..
Oh yes.. The feel of nostalgia, how nostalgic it is to think back.. Sense of regret and some incomphrensible feelings.. What will I wish for... Eternal Bliss? Such naviete, life is complicated. I rather be a "normal" boy not too much money, dont get too pampered. I just want freedom and happiness(love)(friends). Prestigious reputation I dont care much. But of course have a good reputation, not a retard one.
Its time to do my homework.
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